Before I learned to totally set her free,
There were stuffs I used to do that were just too crazy.
In fact, once I could recall it,
I would just smile in amazement and disbelief.
Well, past is past.
I have to forget it and move on fast.
Since I could not tell this to her personally,
I decided to write this secretly,
With the purpose of sharing this someday
To everyone who could read this accidentally.
Well, since you are reading this already,
You are very lucky, because I will share you the story
Of some stuffs I did, in the name of “LOVE”, that were just too crazy.
Well… the story goes this way…
Every second, she’s constantly in my head.
For years, that’s what I really did.
I could even say that it became one of my habits indeed.
I’m always thinking of her.
Truly, she’s my heart’s desire.
Years of longing her led me to make plans
To find ways to shorten our distance,
Because I could never bear to wait another seconds
Without knowing, whether or not, she’s in good hands.
Shy, that’s really what I am,
But for the sake of my dearest one,
I tried, for the first time, to be a thick-faced man.
I sent a text message to someone,
Asking for her contact number, if he has one.
This “someone” is very close to me
And also close to her, by the way.
He’s a friend of mine, but he’s related to her by consanguinity.
Just as what I anticipated,
The move that I resorted,
Was really right, from start till the end...